Jan 14 2009
The M Word
I want these so badly:

I saw them in Office before Xmas for £49.99 and wanted them. I saw them in the Office sale a few days ago for £30 and wanted them. And now they’ve gone down to £25 and I still want them…but the question is do I spend some of my loan on them even though I know I shouldn’t?
But I really want them…
…they’re neon.
Seriously type Reebok Freestyle into Google Images and then drool. They make me happy.
T_T but I hate money…
Money is the real issue at the moment. I won’t go too much into it because you’ll just get confused but basically money rules our lives at the moment, we can’t do anything without it. And we don’t have any.
We’ve been trying to get off BT for a while now because they want all our money. And now that we’re leaving them they want even more money but they want it for unfair reasons. BT expect you to pay for their mistakes. Just after xmas we paid out £280 to them for a mistake they made. And now we’re paying about another £150 to them because they didn’t tell us that when we moved they set up a new 12 month contract even though we’d already been with them for 6 months - therefore we should have only had 6 months left with them. We set up the contract in March last year, so you would figure it would be over by March this year. Meaning we wouldn’t have to pay a huge cancellation fee. But no - they started a NEW contract from when we moved in September last year meaning we have to pay until next September!!
I feel like my life is plagued with these kinds of dilemnas at the moment. And because I’m a student and my partner only works part time, there’s no light at the end of the tunnel. We’re stuck in a bad financial situation until the market turns around. There is a severe lack of jobs because companies are having to cut down on staff. So part time work is just impossible to find!
There’s no help for us either….we just have to keep going…until eventually we internally combust from the stress.